When one door get closed, God will open many other doors.
Keep your faith and follow your true conscience as you are doing.
1Pet. 3:12, 14, 15, 17
"For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, and his ears are open to their prayers; but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil".
But even if you should suffer for rigtheousness` sake, you are blessed. "And do not be afraid of their threats, nor be troubled."
But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts, and always be ready to give defence to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you, with meekness and fear
For it is better, if it is the will of God, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil.
For Christ also suffer once for sins, the just for unjust, that He might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh but made alive by the spirit.