I AM NOT TRYING TO JUSTIFY MYSELF BOTH IN WORDS AND DEEDS PRESENT AND PAST BUT,  BEFORE KARMA COMES I HAVE DECIDED TO RUN TO MAMA,  WOE IS ME FOR MY UNWHOLESOMENESS GENERALLY, THE WORDS OF MY MOUTH, MY ACTIONS AND REACTIONS, MY CHARACTER, HABITS, ATTITUDES AND MANNERS TO FRIENDS NEIGHBORS AND FAMILY.  IF I WILL PUT IT RIGHT, I MEAN TO SAY MY FLAWS IN DEEDS. I AM CONVICTED AND SENTENCED, SO I AM LIKE A BLIND MAN DOING TIME IN MY MIND, I AM PRICKED AND JUDGED BY MY CONSCIENCE DAILY.  BUT I AM NOT A BAD PERSON, ITS JUST THAT I AM NOT PERFECT,  I AM HUMAN. HAS THEIR BEING ANY WITHOUT IMPERFECTIONS? THEN LET HIM CAST THE FIRST STONE. JUDGE ME, CRITICIZE ME I WILL TAKE IT,  BUT I AM A REFLECTION OF YOU IF YOU NOT BETTER THAN I AM.  WELL MAYBE I DON’T HAVE CONTROL OVER SELF OR INNER DESIRES. BUT,  I AM SORRY.